Just Feelin’ Kinda Flat

This is one of those days. I don’t care about anything and just wish I could disappear into a dream world.  I hate being depressed like this. It’s as if the problems are so overwhelming that I simply cannot cope.  I’ve had chest pains on and off for the past few days again and feel like there’s an elephant camping out on my chest.  As if that weren’t enough, there are some who are getting on my nerves so badly I wish I had a magic wand to make THEM disppear.  This is not me.  Regardless of what’s going on in my life with my health and whatever, I can usually maintain an upbeat attitude and plow through.   Today I’m wondering if it’s even worth it.  I suppose the weather isn’t helping matters any.  It’s so dark and dreary, rainy and turned colder again.  I must say that the sunny, warmer days do help.  Hopefully the rain will end today as they say it will and tomorrow will look brighter.  I know there are many who have it worse than I do and I feel guilty even complaining.  Guilt…….a whole new ballgame in itself and I’ll save that topic for another day and another blog.

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